I'm going to be honest - I just don't see me doing the rest of my life in jail. I'm the type that would maybe go get a couple bags of heroin or something, shoot 'em up, just lay down and go to sleep.
I was going to be in jail the rest of my life, so I might as well try something to get out.
I wish I would have had a gun yesterday...just...to shoot it out, maybe get lucky and get away, or get lucky and not have to face this...no more.
If I had a gun on me yesterday, I wouldn't have pulled no gun out to shoot or kill any cops. I would have pulled a gun out to get shot just so I wouldn't have to face this...that I'm facing now.
I'm not going to eat until I get out of Schenectady County Jail. They'll have to court order or whatever they have to do. But I don't want another tray while I'm in this jail.